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Our only audience is the Lord!

When He calls us to do something, which if it truly is Him will always align with His Word, then we must obey. However, it does not mean that others, both believers and nonbelievers, will fully agree with our steps toward obedience.

Check out another “uncut” video where I share my heart with you and what the Lord is teaching me! Be blessed friends!

Resilience, according to Oxford Languages online, is the capacity to recover quickly from difficulties; it is toughness. It can also be defined as the ability to spring back into shape.

And according to the Merriam-Webster online dictionary, resilience is being capable of withstanding shock without permanent deformation or rupture, and recovering from or adjusting easily to misfortune or change.

Now let us look at some synonyms of resilience: flexible, stretchable, springy and bouncy.

I wonder if the Lord is training His church to be more resilient in Him.

We have been undergoing many trials and for quite some time now as a whole. And these trials have not relented, but have continued to come one after another.

The mark of a strong and resilient church and believer, is the ability to remain steadfast in their faith and loyalty to the Lord despite what comes their way.

And according to the above definitions of resilience we can characterize such a church as able to recover quickly from their difficulties, having a toughness about them and able to spring back into shape when challenged. They are flexible, stretchable and springy. They are resilient!

History proves to us over and over again how the strongest of us are those that have and continue to endure persecution and great difficulties. We are not unaware that the persecuted around the world are at times unnaturally strong in their faith and resilience.

This is because through the difficulties they have faced, they have learned the secret of depending upon the Lord for their strength and help. If it had not been for these difficulties they were faced with, how else would their faith muscles have been stretched so far?

I believe, this is a season that we believers in Christ ought to take advantage of.

We need to acquire a supernatural resilience that can only come from the Lord. And each time we are faced with a difficulty of our own, whether personally or as a body, we must choose to ask God for resilience instead of allowing these trials to snuff out our hope.

We have the choice to become stronger through each battle we endure, or to become weaker.

We have a choice to continue to take our stand in the Lord each and everyday, or to live our lives defeated.

Asking the Lord to help us recover well and quickly from each obstacle we are faced with is our act of faith in His promises. He promises to be with us, to never leave us, and to join us in those moments where our faith is challenged.

Countless times we see God’s children faced with the impossible of situations and He always comes through for them.

God can make us resilient. He can strengthen us. He is our strength and we can come out stronger with each trial we walk through.

Let us live our lives where when faced with trying circumstances we then allow our faith to grow, our trust in Him to grow, our awareness and understanding of who He is to grow, and our character to grow.

Let us choose to mature and grow up in Him and become the resilient body of Christ we were made to be.

You are stronger than you know.

Your mind tells you that you cannot take another hit, another onslaught of attacks, another fight against the enemy.

Your flesh tells you to give up and to join the many who have decided to not take their stand against this prowling lion.

But Jesus is calling.

He continues to call each of us to stand in the gap, like Moses for the Israelites, like Esther for her people, and to remain a watchman on His wall.

The mature in Christ understand the value of remaining in this fight. A fight for the souls of familiar faces, for family members lost, for the unreached but not forgotten.

We may be tempted to ask the Lord why me?

Why am I the one remaining on two feet with sword in hand?

Where are the others who promised to fight alongside of me?

You are not alone. The Lord stands around you and He will draw more courageous fighters to your side. For though it feels like you are alone, there are many that have chosen to remain faithful and obedient like you.

The Lord will provide for us like he did Jonathan for David, Aaron for Moses, and Elisha for Elijah. The enemy wants you to feel weak, defeated and alone. But Jesus promises us strength, victory, and to be with us as we go.

You are stronger than you know.

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

Matthew 28:19-20

When we listen to the Lord and hear Him promise us something, we can depend on Him to follow through with what He has told us. Sharing with you today in this video of how the Lord reassured me that HE will come through with a promise from reading about His character in the Word.

Enjoy this “uncut” and unedited video of me sharing my heart with you!

I do not know about you, but I have found myself feeling exhausted and tired both mentally and emotionally.

Monday morning rolls around and I am having a hard time feeling motivated lately.

And my Sabbath days set aside for rest are becoming not enough for my wearied soul.

We have definitely been living under unusual stresses for a great length of time and many are undoubtedly asking the Lord when will things return as they were.

The Lord has allowed our nation, our world, to step into a time where we are compelled to look to Him for strength, for understanding, and for a sense of stability.

And the enemy has taken great advantage of our different sorrows. He continues to rub salt in our wounds and taunt us to no end.

However, we need to remember the victory that Jesus our Lord has already won for us. And we need to see how we are not alone, nor have we ever been, as the waves of turmoil and confusion crash down on our heads.

It has always been my experience that when I feel pressed in on all sides and no solution is found in my own logic and thinking, that my God is felt the strongest and His glory shines the most in my trying circumstances.

He shows up as faithful and I feel the closest to Him.

Remember how it was when Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego were thrown into the fiery furnace? How in the furnace they learned of God’s faithfulness most and that they were not in those flames alone?

Jesus stands with us in the fiery trial, on the boat rocked by the largest waves, and though we feel alarmed and alone, we are not.

He becomes our strength in those times and we learn more of who He is as we are pressed to keep our eyes on Him.

We may be tired, we may be exhausted and wearied beyond what we ever imagined, but we have Jesus and He has us. And our relationship with Him can only grow more in intimacy if we choose to hold onto Him.

We gain more of Him and become more like Him, as we face each trial and difficult circumstance in our lives.

“We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.”
2 Corinthians 4:8-10

 

 

In asking the Lord what was on His heart for His children, I heard Him say He will provide rest for the weary. Rest for the weary is a promise we can hold onto and profess with great faith knowing that the Lord will provide for us His rest.

The Lord knows. He is not unaware of your circumstances. 

He sees the enemy’s onslaught of attacks against you. And He has upheld you within the different storms you have found yourself in. 

Jesus sees your pain. He sees your tears. He is not distant, but close, for He promises to be close to the brokenhearted.

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all” 

Psalm 34:18-19

Allow the Lord to give you rest, for it is His desire to provide healing and restoration for your wearied soul. Sit in the presence of Jesus, give Him your lament and ask Him to heal you. Then let Him shepherd you and lead you into a safe place with Him.

“The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” 

Psalm 23:1-4

And remember, Jesus is not one to load us down with great burdens. Quite the opposite actually. Know His heart, learn His character and be reminded of his gentleness and kindness.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” 

Matthew 11:28-30

Rest is found in sitting in His presence. Take time to sit still with Him, to praise and worship Him, and to place your eyes on your Prince of Peace, the King of kings. Rest is for you, a promise you can hold onto, and rest is always found in Him.

Bible Drill Jill has put together a new video for you! She has learned the art of bird watching and is eager to share with you her new hobby.

Enjoy and happy bird watching!

I had a dream one evening where the Lord revealed something to me about myself.

In the dream, my husband and I were back in Southeast Asia and an incident happened, a small one, but it had brought attention to the local authorities of why we were there. We were then questioned by the authorities and afterwards led up a tricky and very tall staircase standing alone outside of a high-rise.

The stress of everything going on brought me to a place of fear and hesitancy as we were told to step onto a very small and slippery platform in order to enter a high rise.

I thought I would certainly fall if I stepped onto that platform, but I had no choice and continued to step up on it. As soon as I did I slipped and fell and was dangling in midair with my hands grasped tight to the small platform.

I, of course, cried out in a panic and then quickly felt a rush of emotion well up within me as I hung there. And then I started to sob from all of this overwhelming emotion. It was clear to me even in the dream that the built up emotion was from past wounds I had received in my soul over a long time.

And then I woke up.

It was not difficult for me to understand this dream at all. It was a confirmation of what I was beginning to believe as one of the purposes of my husband and I serving in that part of the world and only for a short season of 8 months.

Our intent, just like any overseas worker wanting to serve the Lord, was to build our lives there and be a godly impact with the people. And like I have shared in previous blog posts, our time there, however, was cut short because of my struggle with my mental health.

This dream was a gift for me. It confirmed to my heart that the Lord took us on a journey back overseas with a multi-purpose in mind. Not only was God using the experience to shape and mold our faith and character, and allowing us to be a light while there, but He also was using this experience to help me continue in my healing process.

Putting me in an environment of stress and change had allowed more wounds of my soul to surface. I had no idea that I needed more healing prior to leaving the States again. And if I had known, I would have never committed to doing so. Yet, the transition, the unfamiliarity of our lives and the strain of being in a new culture all over again revealed to us both that I was still unhealthy.

We go through some seasons of our lives where that season is dressed with turmoil and confusion, and we are not able to clearly understand God’s purposes in it. And then when we are brought out of that season and healing begins, we somehow, by God’s grace, can look back at that season and find the answers we were looking for within it.

This dream I had about our time in Southeast Asia was providing me a huge puzzle piece that allowed me to see the “bigger” picture of what the Lord was doing while we were there. Our time there was extremely painful for me, just like my dream revealed. And now knowing that all that pain was a result of a stress induced environment, where built up wounds surfacing from my past needed my attention, helps me to begin to close that chapter of our lives.

My heart is filled with gratitude.

Our shortened journey to Southeast Asia was a gift for us. For me, it was a gift of understanding what the Lord saw in me and what He and I needed to continue to work on. For my husband, it was a gift of continuing to prepare him for what he is currently doing right now, owning a business that is used to glorify the Lord.

I am convinced more and more that every season in our lives we live through is never a waste of time. God uses all things for His purposes and our good and, though we may not understand everything in the moment or perhaps for several seasons to come, we will one day see the faithfulness of God soon enough and see how He was always working for our benefit all along. That is how amazingly wonderful our God is!

The rain is coming, the rain is coming…

God will not be mocked, He will not be made fun of. The enemy has no where to flee to and no where to hide.

“Though the rain falls, the sun will shine bright around my anointed while the flood rains sweep away the wickedness. I am crowning those who have remained faithful to me in this testing season with new authority in me. The sharp contrast with what my hand will do will be very evident and for good reason.

My rain pours out wrath and glory, judgement and mercy, and mixed together they will be poured out, each drop knowing their assignment and where to fall. As evil has decided to rear its head in grotesque form, I have prepared a remnant that know how to defeat such evil while remaining in me.

They know how to stand firm, they know how to fight back, they know how to remain fixated on me as they choose to be instruments of war for my name. The rain will fall and become their strength, while also being a judgment against great evil. Watch and see my words come to pass.”

“Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time? It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns. Truly I tell you, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, ‘My master is staying away a long time,’ and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”

Matthew 24:45-51

Welcome to another “uncut” video where I share with you from my heart what God is teaching me currently.

Sharing with you a lesson the Lord continues to press into my heart on not falling into the comparison trap with others, especially with how each of us are serving the Lord.

Jesus calls each of us to do specific tasks for Him as He sees best. Who are we to question our Lord when others are not given a similar task or their work looks different than ours? Our heart should always be ready to follow Him wherever He leads us. Hope this encourages you friends!

“When Peter saw him, he asked, “Lord, what about him?” Jesus answered, “If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? You must follow me.”

John 21:21-22